Right. Well yes this is true, ok no actually no, I do feel everyday, just most of the time at night. My nights are not always so fun. it's something that I can't help. I don't try to be sad, I just am... What can we do? I can pray, laugh, whatever really, and it helps. But it doesn't take it away.. Atleast it hasn't yet. And that's the reality. There's other stuff that are hard for me to accept, and there's things that hurt, things I regret doing, and other things I didn't do that I don't regret
