Gifts for your girlfriend
This is the last will and testament. Never again will I be insensitive to you. I just miss you so much sometimes that I cant handle it. I hope you find and are blessed with the things your heart desires Lauri. I am so, so, sorry.I just needed a little of your attention thats all.
So I've finally heard what my parents, (mainly my dad) thinks of self harm and suicide. He says its just a phase,(which even if that is true is not something we want to hear) if you cut your arms or anywhere visible it's for attention, because "why would you cut where people can see it if you don't want them to see it?" He says. He thinks cutters take a sharp knife and dig it deep into there arms, like they stab themselves. And suicide is selfish and stupid, and this kinda stuff need psychia...
I didn't write any of these to make you sad or to guilt you. I did it because I wanted to see if you would notice them. It helps me to get the stupid thing I think out of my head. I'm sorry if these bothered you. I'm sorry if they made you feel like I was trying to hard. I do care though. Be happy pumpkin head.
Father, I am in need of Your help. I am sorry for - Father, I am in need of Your help. I am sorry for the mess I have gotten us into. Please let us be paid by our customers. The answer to this prayer has been NO all week. I am still coming to You praying for mercy in this situation. Please let SK come in with payment and also B to pay us today. Please provide a way for them to pay us. I am sorry for not being the person You created me to be. I love You Father and want to do better. Please h...